4. Wednesday 30th of September 11:38PM - Blue

Dear Friend,
I haven't spilt any ink today meaning I didn't spill my words out by writing poetry today.
But, I thought I would tell you how the last day of September is and what it has made me feel...
Since, I love analysing feelings through out moments with anything in a art form and today;
my art form is writing on a blog. How ironic.

Today, I felt blue which was a good thing.
In your head it probably meant something entirely different, but Blue is my favourite colour, so I doubt it would be negative unless I was currently feeling that (which I am not).
As you may or not know, I just started my first year studying Media at College and, I am still getting used to new people and new things which takes me a while to understand and get comfortable.
College started very fast, and then slow today. I was in one of those moods that I was completely tired, but full of energy which made no sense to how the whole entire day ended so quickly.
However, this day made me appreciate what I have in my life. I was feeling very calm and collective which reacted on me in a positive way. Sometimes my tiredness reacts on my mental state and changes the mood I'm in, but today was an all rounded positive which makes me very happy.

This day was a reflection of my whole entire life.
(In my head)
It made me realise that what I currently have with my new friends, my old friends and my family which yes, it does include my boyfriend. Obviously. It made me think "Wow, this is a good life"
and I am glad to be alive and breathing.

But, I guess it also means goodbye September. It was nice to have your company, and such.
See you next year and hello to new beginnings (again!)

Love, always
Elisa