8. Agent Provocateur Lucie Set Review

7. Growing Pains

Hello my lovelies!

So, I may have gone and bought myself a full Agent Provocateur Lucie lingerie set 

and man, I know what you're thinking... 

Why would you spend so much on a lingerie set?

Well, I recently just got obsessed about general lingerie sets since last year, and never really saw the fun and sentimental parts of buying and wearing it until the last 2 months of 2015.

Let's be real here; The only underwear I buy is just my regular kind of thing.
The process of buying the full set was overwhelming for me since I never really splurge in anything expensive apart from cameras and even more cameras!

I cannot wait to get this set, 

although my Mother is probably going to be shocked when it comes in the post!

A woman's first AP set will probably always end up being bought in secret hahaha. 

Let's wait and see 

xoxo

Elisa 

6. Minimalism Journey #1

Hello, my lovelies!

So, if you guys haven't been following my Instagram and Snappy

you would know that I'm currently learning how to be a minimalist; well, I didn't really learn because you don't need to learn how to be one, I learnt how to express being/becoming a minimalist and have been going through a hella long journey since December last year!

My journey is still currently happening, day by day and night by night and probably will for a very long time. Anyway, I thought I would start making a follow up of my journey and show you how I started deciding to make the quote "less is more" become real in my daily life.

• Dump (not your partner, no!) 
• De-clutter 
• Donate

Here's my journey so far:  

 

4. Wednesday 30th of September 11:38PM - Blue

Dear Friend,
I haven't spilt any ink today meaning I didn't spill my words out by writing poetry today.
But, I thought I would tell you how the last day of September is and what it has made me feel...
Since, I love analysing feelings through out moments with anything in a art form and today;
my art form is writing on a blog. How ironic.

Today, I felt blue which was a good thing.
In your head it probably meant something entirely different, but Blue is my favourite colour, so I doubt it would be negative unless I was currently feeling that (which I am not).
As you may or not know, I just started my first year studying Media at College and, I am still getting used to new people and new things which takes me a while to understand and get comfortable.
College started very fast, and then slow today. I was in one of those moods that I was completely tired, but full of energy which made no sense to how the whole entire day ended so quickly.
However, this day made me appreciate what I have in my life. I was feeling very calm and collective which reacted on me in a positive way. Sometimes my tiredness reacts on my mental state and changes the mood I'm in, but today was an all rounded positive which makes me very happy.

This day was a reflection of my whole entire life.
(In my head)
It made me realise that what I currently have with my new friends, my old friends and my family which yes, it does include my boyfriend. Obviously. It made me think "Wow, this is a good life"
and I am glad to be alive and breathing.

But, I guess it also means goodbye September. It was nice to have your company, and such.
See you next year and hello to new beginnings (again!)

Love, always
Elisa

3. A work of art.

A poem, that I think is meant to be read out loud written by myself.

When you think of love...
What comes to your head?

What can I say,
being in love is not dead. I said
"This is love, my friend!"

I have never felt like this before
until I saw your eyes deciding if they should look into mine.
Yet, they shine constantly defeating the sun.

We laid on the grass, with much class.
Better than a wine glass.

We kissed while the clouds were in bliss.
Man.
It was blissful.

It was like the texture of our tongues were taking us to a different universe, but we created it.
It was ours.

I looked at you while we were laying down;
I could see the colours of the oceans in your eyes
and how you matched with everything around us.
I blushed, but did not shush.

Your hands were silky across my skin...

I leaned in, and felt your velvet kisses.
I could feel every single part of you attached to my body and I finally realised that it was art.

You are my art.
My love

2. My favourite poem

if i ever push you away,
i don't really mean to.
when i tell you i don't want to talk about it
i do, i am just looking for the right words.
give me a minute, and if i can tell you; i will.
i try to be a struggling mix of real and perfect at the same time.
at the moment, i am working on the ratio.
when i get really quiet sometimes,
it is because i have too much to say
i have thought of too many things to tell you,
all at once,
and i don't know what to say first.
i get immaturely jealous of anyone
who gets to see you on a daily basis.
i miss you really easily.
but i also like that we can be apart
and we are both okay. space is good, too.
i love the way we love some of the same things
and i love how we love entirely different things.
my head is a complicated pile of thoughts,
and fears, and cravings, and dreams
and this tangled up nostalgia for the past
and somehow, the future.
i am flawed and i am human and i am broken
and i am trying. and i am one person and i am two hands
and i am one heart.
and i love you.
and i am so glad you are here.

_____________________________________________________

it brought tears to my eyes.
it's beautiful.